Memorial Day Weekend

Got 2 more days of vacation. Our trip to the beach was rained out today. Still cleaning up stuff from my office. Feel like all I do is work at work and at home. Having a house is work and expensive. We would be in trouble except for inherited cash. Thank goodness for that. Hoping to change my life soon in order to have some time devoted to play. I would have to quit my job, but would probably be happier. I don't have much of a life as it is, but I do like being a part of my work group. Time for a change, I guess. I will see how I feel when I get back on Tuesday. At least I have helpers at work.

Feeling sad and lonely. On vacation and working harder than at my job. Realizing how many relationships I have sacrificed since I started working 6 yrs. ago. Knowing that when I retire I will develop or renew friendships, but still feeling the loss of my former life.